Im kinda sad :( i started thinking about an old flame in which i got burned *Tear* i sorta miss him, even if i could never be with him...i think James doesnt like it when i talk about him :( which he has never said but i jkust feel that way.

Today was really fun i got to hang out with a friend and do my second double date EVER!!! And i got to wear my cat earsin high point for the forth time, at least this time i didnt have some random drunk girl all over me trying to touch my cat ears going hows a good kitty :p blah! Well me and james are hanging out now. On the way to Huddle house, YAY!!! I think me and ashley can be firends now.

Im at work and i dont want to be here....i wonder if i type up more then one page will it all upload as one single post or not :/ i guess i can experment with this, some people at my work are sorta pissing me off. I am looking for a second job or possabily another job all together. I need one that will either pay me more or give me more hours. At least $400 a month. The job i have now is a little over $300 and i can barely make the payments on the bills and still have enough money for food and gas. I tried making commissions on deviant art, but no one was buying so i changed it back to requests. I am going to try my hand at making things to sell, maybe i can at least do that :). One of the people that keep talking to me and then stopping saying something about drama and all that has started talking to me again, already in about two - three messages i am getting that old feeling back and one where i feel like she is so much better then me then realize what a liar she is.

Lol
(lots of licks)
Ari-kitty <3

another day another night

Today we went to Highpoint to watch a movie at the dollar theater ^3^ YAY!!! We ended up watching Beastly, Modern day beauty and the beast. Its a really good movie and I recommend it to anyone that loves Beauty and the Beast <3
The outfit I wore was my new purple and black stripe skirt (got for Christmas) white tank top under a black see-through black top that is lolita style. I topped it off with a pair of sassy heels/sandals. Needless to say I was proud of my outfit of the day ^-^
Later on the way to wal-mart (where we went first) I decided to put my cat ears on. Everyone in Asheboro are quite use to seeing me wear them, so no second glances, etc. But up in Highpoint I had a drunk woman come really close to my face and poke my ear with the bell, saying how cute they were. Then proceeded to ask me what club were we going to. I told her its my every day wear (well when I get out of the house ^-^") and that we were just going to see a movie. She couldn't believe it, she insisted we were lying. I really didnt know what to say, so I moved out of her way and let Sara handle it -_-.

That was really the only odd reaction I had gotten while up there. At the movies a guy noticed Liz and started talking to her about AZ TWO years ago @.@ WAH!!!! I remembered him only from him signing my drawing book...thats it -_-' but he remembered Liz really well...>.o Then after the movie a girl in the bathroom said she liked my ears and outfit. Sara (from the stall) says "she gets that a lot" which makes me blush. I wanted to pounce on her when she came out, but I didnt.

Other then that nothing new has happened...well...we went through the Sheetz car wash and the two back windows (sara on the left liz on the right) and the right front one (mine) all started leaking so we three got wet, James (the driver) sat untouched >< I bet whoever was watching that video was laughing there butts off T^T then that night they park the car under the trees in our backyard...yep 4 counts of bird poop, and a bunch of fallen stuff from the tree ALL over the nicely washed car...I am not going through it again >.< NO WAY!!!

ok it is 4 am in the morning I am tired. nite people. I hope I can keep writing more for you all ^-^

Lots of kisses
Ari-kitty <3

Trying this for the first time, lets see how it works :)

*sigh* life just doesnt like me...

Well I am going to have to hold off on the cosplay, though I started making the small things, I dont have enough money for the BIG things XD I lost one impotent income of mine and is currently looking for a second job T^T

However I now have my own home and is happy living with my boi <3 I havent got the money nor the time to really dress up anymore (ie. Cat ears and tail) so I havent got to do a lot, eh, thats life.

I now have a tumblr, formspring and a few facebooks ( which I am still trying to keep up with them and all that @.@) I have made new friends and enemies all in the past 4(well almost 5) months of this year, its looking down (once again...)

I am also feeling like there is something wrong with me, its a irking feeling that something bad is going to happen to me :/ I am just holding my breath and waiting...and waiting -_-'

I have been trying different things with my youtube...I will have to work on that some more ^-^"

and thats the end of this blog, hopefully I can write something more interesting next time .-.

Love,
Ari-kitty :3

New year, new hobbies to try!

Hmm...I really dont know how to start this...sooo yeah. I guess I should first say, this past year has had a lot of downs and very few ups. I got into fights with my friends (the first time) I finally stopped talking to one, but just a month later SHE texted me wanting us to be friends again, NOW she is inoring my friend request, saying she doesnt need anymore drama....whatever, I didnt want to be her friend about two months ago...

getting into better topics, this year I want to make my own cosplays (and help my friends make theirs) I should start in February and have at least one done by May ( I plan on spending my spare time on it...so it should be done sooner!) The first one I am going to attempt is Panty's Angelic form from the Anime Panty and Stocking with Garterbelt!

I will be posting more things on here and my Otaku life:Girl style blog more this year! I have lots planned out and all that <3

Thank you for reading these the past year! and I hope you have a great one this year!

Ari kitty <3

WOW How long has it been?

Yesh it has been awhile since I have blogged...I have been in a funk that just isnt cool anymore :/

I now work at Dominos.Only on the weekends :( though. I want to try to get another job ;)

My school is at a stand still once again...I am just like my mom :C I just cant find the motivation to do it...it really sucks because I really want to go to college! >:D I really want to. But not the community college kind but the dorm room kind. Kay is going to one and I really want to ^_^ But to do so I have to get a scholarship and there is NO way I am...since I am home schooled and all...I wonder if there is something I can do to make this all better...Maybe I should get anti-depresses, that might be for the best...but I dont know how I will go and get them and all that, since James is my ride nowdays and he doesnt want me on them :/ what to do, what to do..

Well one good thing James and I have worked things out ^-^ and are stronger now! I really hope things can stay like this...You see I have felt like his love was slipping from me...Ever since he met Ashley I have felt like i was second best. Like he didnt have to show me how much he loved me, etc etc. Well I got fed up with it. If I meant soo much to him he needed to start showing it (and I dont mean in buying me things either!) I told him I just wanted to be friends. I loved him soo much, but things have changed...and by changing I just didnt feel all that happy anymore :( He started crying and just stairing at me. I told him about all the things that bothered me. All the times my heart hurt just thinking about. All the things he did for others but not me (and how I REALLY wanted him to do it to me(like breakfast!))
He kept nodding and crying, finally he said the words I really needed to hear. (Not telling you) and I started crying I told him I was sorry over and over and he just kept hugging me tightly (after about a minute I realized he probably thought me saying Im sorry that I was leaving him) When he said I love you soo much, I looked him in the eye and said I love you to, I will never leave...amd me kissed and hugged and cried. I felt soo happy to be in his arms and him holding me so tightly. I dont want to ever forget that night <3 The night I opened up and finally put all my thoughts and feelings on the line. Me and him fixed it and ever since then I have felt like it use to. I dont blame him or anyone else for all the pain I felt, I never told anyone instead I kept pushing away and pushing away...

On to more EXCITING news! I got the complete Chobits manga (^-^) Its in the new 2 collectors edition books. I love them soo much!!! I also got four Aero shirts (which I would never in a million years buy for myself!) and Mudd jeans (WHICH I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR!!!!!!!) all that is earlier Christmas!!!! I wish I could say I was getting really awesome gothic clothes...but my mom isnt that awesome and my dad...well I might be getting awesome gothic clothes from him :/ We well just have to wait and see. Gram just gave me money (which I already spent) on food at subway and a Cancer shirt from Wal-mart ^-^ I love that shirt! I have been working hard on making sure chey got a special christmas...I got her complete Powerpuff Girls seasons, and Laptop (which I gave to her early) Futurama seasons 1-4 and a cosplay. Which I just got to get the gloves, mustache and shoes for. (I already spent $100 on it :( but it was worth it)

Ok it is really late and I need sleep, gots to work tomorrow...*sigh* I hope I find my Motivation soon, or else I am going to fall behind ANOTHER year -_-' Any tips?


~Ari M.

Things and people.

Maybe I am paranoid? I dont really care. I try to ignore the stares, and all the whispers. But lately it has been getting worse...this is way my mom took me out of school art a young age. She was worried I would turn out like her. Even though for SO long I havent really been near a lot of people, I am now. I like being surrounded by people I know...even if some hurt me, I still want them around. I know a few talk about me, and not in a good way.

Yes I am 18, and yes I know who I am. I'm not someone who tries to follow the crowd. I dress however I want, I act how a like, and I dont care what other people say about me...just my friends...I worry what they will say/think. If your someone random I couldnt care less if you think Kay is hotter them me (deviant art, and SHE IS <3!!!) I dont care if my outfit looks wannabe-ish/slutty to you. I know its not. But if anyone of my friends think that, its hurts. If you think I am mean its hurts. The two things that are really important to me is James (1st) and then my friends (2nd) Kay, Rae, JJ, Sara, Liz, Mike, and Heather. They are soo important!!!! (I am not including anyone that WAS my friend, but kept hurting me.)


What brought this on, is stress. Simple. Plus a fight I had with someone about a month ago. I finally stopped talking to her, and I was getting over what had happened. (long story, you dont need to know) when she texts me out of the blue. I had been thinking about her, for she kept popping into my head a lot. In the end I told I forgive her, just I will never watch any of her videos, or read anything she posts online expect her Twitter. Which I am thinking about changing that as well...I dont want to get to close, because I will be hurt by her again and again. She doesnt act all that nice to me. I understand she has had problems with people before. but so have I. Everyone is different and so I have moved on, she hasnt.

I think its the Holidays that have been infecting me :( My family is tore apart, Me and James dont have our own place or car so our life is planned AROUND others plans. Its all so frustrating!!!!

Also at work everyone acts weird around me. James can easily talk to them and kid. Its a little harder for me. I still have some of those walls up. Im trying to brake them down, but I know if I do, I will get hurt. Maybe not at first, but I will.

I know noone will read these, fine by me. I really use this to get things outta my head and writing them down helps me think better. I post them so my friends that I love can read them and see whats going on, but no one seems to have the time anymore...I dont know why I even try anymore...

Ari.

Monopoly!!!

The other day, me, James and Chey played the old game Monopoly :D Chey quit after about a hour, me and James split the money and put all her property up for sale again.

   Me and James continued playing, he was winning and winning. I lost.

BUT! before I went out I played the game, in a weird, cheating, FUN fashion.
If you ever try this way, make sure you are playing with someone who is a good sport, and the fact that they will win either way doesnt hurt lol

I landed on one of the yellow spaces with a hotel on it. I pulled all the 20’s from the bank and paid it off, and then the tens. lol. James was laughing and telling me nooo, but he still took the money lol. I threw half the 500’s in the Free Parking (Which I landed on lol) James made me pay all my money when I had it. After a while, and his money stack having more then the bank XD, I decided to try to win ONE LAST TIME! I convinced  him to put all his money into free parking. As I did the same, just with all the money from the bank lol. We rolled and rolled and then somehow we both ended up at the Just Visiting 10 spaces from Free Parking. James said only one dice now. so we rolled, and rolled and ROLLED and I went ONE F-ING SPACE!!!!! then he landed RIGHT ON IT!!!!   T^T I last wahhhh! lol  Oh well I have other chances lol.

And that was my Monopoly game lol.

I am going to a fair Sunday, if the rain lets up!  and the Otaku Club has a meeting Saturday I hope people will show up! We have to get more people in there and a bigger place. Dustin is allowing us to use his place but I am thinking that will only last a little while, before something runes it…oh well.

The rain is putting me to sleep lol

Ari-Kitty  =^._.^=

decisions decisions...

I have took some of my blogs down...I decided not to go that way...

I really have to keep my mind together >< Okies fav picture of James and mine anniversary


I just LOVE this photo ^-^

Anywhos I am playing Professor Layton and the Curious Village again. For the 4th time. I will then play Professor Layton and the Diabolical Box. For the second time. Then after those two I shall play the Professor Layton and the Unwound Future. FOR THE 1ST TIME!!!!
Im sooo excited!!!! and to share my happness with you, my wonderful viewer, is a photo of Layton and Luke ^-^ Lolz I found this on Deviant art. Its by http://konirathax.deviantart.com/ Enjoy ^-^

BLAH!

I AM SICK! I HATE BEING SICK!!!! WHAY MUST I BE SICK!!!!!

Now excuse me while I go die XP

Trying to fix something...

I have gotten a lot more snappish at James of late, and I figured out why. I miss Ashley. It was because of him that I had so many problems being friends with her, and I am tired of listening to everyone else. I want my own life, and not one wrapped around James's life. I do not want that, yet it seemed to be happening. So Ash, if you ever read this, I wanna try again. I want things to be different then what they are :) I wanna try, at least try.

If you dont then fine with me. I understand ^-^

Okies well Thats all I wanted to say, Oh! and that I am making me and you a video, I just gotta find the right song L:

Ari

life YAY!

Today was...awesomewonderfulconfusinghurtfulpissedjealous all at once! lol First hurtful, I awoke with a freaking back and neck pain >:( then even more hurtful because I forgot to throw James work closes IN the basket, not on the floor so he was all like D: what am I going to wear kind of thing, and then :/ he figured out what to do ^-^' and then we went to Salvation Army to look for Dustin a new chair instead I found the puffy part of the 'Princess dress' That I am going to use in a cosplay ^-^
After I bought it James put it on IN THE STORE and walked out wearing it! I love him SOOO much XD. Then we headed over to sunset where I found a shit load of things I wanted...but I dont have any room in my room so I had to leave them T^T Then we went and got ice cream at the Coffie X-Change cafe on sunset, on the way there James and Dustin was goofing around and I told them to stop, james did it one more time, so I took my broken (YES BROKEN )

ring and handed back to him. He looked SOOO deprissed :( I wanted to cry and what I had done. I then took it back from him and was all like l: Great two times in one day...I must be going for the record. In which he started smiling and said nope not two :) I looked at him >_> YOU ASS! He then started laughing and I was laughing :D
After the ice cream James had to go to work, and me, and chey and dustin went to the Antic Mall on Sunset....I found chey a original Nightmare on Elm street 4 poster. I gotz it for her :D and I got the How to Train your Dragon novel ^-^ YAY!!!!

On to the Asheboro Mall!!!! Where I got James his birthday gift(that just leaves our 4 year anniversary gift) Call of Duty : World of War, with the Nazi Zombies XD, I then got chey a shirt at JCPennys, and a Freddy vs Jason vs Ash comic, and then we headed home >_< My day was really something else ^-^

Also Chey scratched Dustin beside the eye <_< She is feeling really REALLY bad right now, I already tried all I could think of to cheer her up, to NO luck v_v What can I say I am not all that great for cheering up someone -_-

Okies I am tired, and I have a buttload of schoolwork to do (yes on a Saturday)Thats ways I can go to Jorden lake tomorries!!!!

I am also working on MY SUPER EPIC OF AWESOMNESS VIDEO!!!! Just wait, it will kick the ass of all my others one ^-^

Otaku kitty Ari out!

Hello so on and what forth

My life is back to ground O. Trevor and Lee finally went home (FINALLY) and the whole DSS thing is starting to COOL down YAY ^-^ I am still looking for a job V_V and I hope to finish High School this year...all my other friends are already out of school YAY! at the same time I am still in school BOO! XD

I have a LIST of WONDERFUL games that I enjoy playing ^-^ and hope to finish soon so I can play the others! (I only play three games at once D:)
The LIST!!!!
A witches Tale (DS) IT IS AWESOME!!! (ON THE LAST LEVEL YAY!!!!)
Mario Super Galaxy (WII) JUST AS AWESOME ONLY HAVE 50-SOME STARS D:
Mario and Luigi : Superstar Saga (DS) not far in it at ALL >:(

Okies thats all for the update like thingy ^-^ I hope to have more to write about <3
(or bitch about -_-')

Ari Kitty <3

The Nutless Squirrel

Hello people I am Ari’s other half. I wish to discuss a very important issue that needs everyone’s attention. You see, once apon a time, in a far far away galaxy there was a squirrel that could not find his nuts. He was a very sad lonely squirrel. All he wanted was to find his nuts. HE searched the websites and looked everywhere he went but he could not find them. Finally he came to the realization that he needed help. He asked and asked where ever he went but no one answered his question. Exhausted and confused, he finally returned home. As he sat there contemplating, he looked out his window. His next door neighbor was a very adventurous gal. “Hey”, he exclaimed. “Maybe she can help me find my nuts!”  As he made his way out to her house he was very excited, he finally might find his nuts. He knocked her door and waited. A little while later she answered the door, “Hey is there anything I could help with Bill,” she asked. “Why yes, Sally, there is. I was wondering if you could help me find my nuts,” he replied. She stood in the door way eyeing him for a few seconds. Then with bright smile she said, “Sure I can help you find your nuts.” She then invited him in the house. A few hours later he reemerged from Sally’s house. He thanked her for all her help and then started walking back toward his house. After shutting his door, he went back to his computer and pushed the “on” button. “Well the sex was great, but I still don’t know where my nuts are!”

Do you know the moral of the story? Well I do and I would like you tell me what you think it is. I will be awaiting your replies.

Hello all AGAIN!

Well I have finished reading the Maximum Ride books (the ones that are out anyway) and they are AWESOME!!!! I cant believe I waited this  long to read them all!!!! I cried. (HOW COULD I NOT D:) and then laughed a little, because I know how the story will end :D. Max will start kissing Dylan and then sometime happens and she has to choose him over Fang, then more (yes MORE) things happen and some new avian (Possibly with the name Ari XDDD) will come in and be with Fangs group. Him and her get closer and closer making Maxs blood boil, Which will set off some more things (i.e. attacks.)

    Then near the end, after everyone is ok and all that, Ari will meet Dylan for the first time and fall MADLY in love with him ^-^ and he realizes even though he was ‘made’ for Max he can choose his own life to live. And he chooses Ari. Which then just leaves Max and Fang. By this time Angel will have learned how to be a leader and starts leading them in the RIGHT direction. Which means Max and Fang can live happily together, still with the flock but not hurting them anymore.

Now if that will be the last book…I doubt it. I believe the next book will more or less be about Iggy getting his sight back. Of course in that book Ari and Dylan are going to fight, and Fang will take Ari’s side making Max take Dylans side and there will be a HUGE couples fight (not really hurting each other, just yelling and screaming) and by the end things will not be looking good, which is where James Patterson will start on the next book (titled Nudge (or gazzy)) If its Nudge then its how she becomes a famous fashion decorator and starts a new fashion that has somthing to do with feathers. In this book Iggy will meet someone,(if he hadnt in the other book Titled Iggy) and they will br totally in love and run away together and everything. Max and Fang finally get back together and Ari and Dylan do as well.

Ok thats all I am writing…For I am starting to make it sound like a soap-opra XDDD Oh! somtime during all this Total and Akila will have THREE litters of puppies. Some will have wings making the flock start to wonder if their kids will as well….

Now thats out of the way…lets see….whats new with me??? I got a shirt (about two or more weeks ago) it has a Japanese Lucky Cat on front and its green and it says ‘This is my Lucky Shirt” XDDD 

Here is the shirt, with my AWESOME skirt and boots XDD (Yes I am wearing Kitty ears! Arnt they just so KAWAII!!!!) I have a yin/yang bell on a black ribbon.

 

Oh! I now also have this connected to my Windows Live Writer!!! So I can pust stuff a lot easier now ^-^

 

Meow- Ari

GRRRRR~

My life is starting to fall downhill once more -_-'

1 : No ONE!!! and I do mean NO ONE wants to help me expect my own blood!!! I mean with the fall festival. Well thats partially true. No one wants to help me money wise. I have only four that will help me with the little things!

2 : I am starting to find all those 'friends' of mine are really fake. One exceptionally! She sits there telling everyone I am like her ONLY friend and then when I ask for her opinion on things she tells me I am a wannbe and that I cant dress the style so I shouldnt, or else she barely talks to me and then when I do talk to her she is busy with other people. No I am only her friend when she needs me to be. I am SO CLOSE to just SCREAMING at her to get LOST! I am not someones PLAY THING!!!

3 : I cant get a job. I mean I can but no one needs me, and if they do need someone then its already taken... >(o)< <---Pissed off face XDDD

4 : There is about 5 people waiting for me to fail. To fall on my ass and not get back up.I would expect thats not me! I do not stay down! Nor will I ever.

and those are the things peeing me off today...yes JUST today -_-'

What I can do to stop some of this is really simple DELETE EVERYTHING (and I do mean everything) I HAVE ONLINE AND TELL EVERYONE F YOU! Just stop going online and stop caring what others think/do. I have almost everyones numbers...so I mean I can still talk to them and everything I just wouldnt have any more drama. If anyone starts to try to start drama I can just walk away...actully I could do that on here as well...I might try that.

So if I ever just log off not telling you why its because you or someone around me is starting drama ^-^

JF + MM 4 EVER
Ari

MAJOR UPDATE!!!

First I am sorry for not posting sooner....I have been busy with whatnot.

I have decided to re-write the story of Anything Alex...I had wrote more then whats posted up but I didnt like it!
I have also came up with the MOST AWESOME-EVER PLOT for the story!!! I was up thinking and worrying over things, when the plot came to me!

SO far I have yet to find a story of Alice (havent looked in fanfiction I am sure its in there somewhere) where the creatures come to our world. That is all I am telling you guys!!!

AND!!! I have decided to write my own story like Mike and Ashley!!! Where everyone goes to school and they are either a Witch/WIzard/Vampire/Were- things (cats, rodents, wolfs, etc) Shapeshifters, Zombies, Sirens, etc.
The idea came from Mike, who after reading Vampire Knight, wanted to make his own! Ashley I really dont know...I showed Mike Rosaro + Vampire (Manga/Anime) that I have liked since it came out last year. Its basecally what Mike and Ashley are wanting to do. There is also Nightschool that is like it. I really dont know what all gave them the ideas, but they gave me the idea and I am going to be working on that during my FREE time

I am also working crafts (buttons, T-shirts, Bags, drawings, etc) for the Asheboro Fall Festival this year. If things go right then you will see me set up at Animazement 2011 Artist Ally ^-^

ON top of ALL that, I have school work to deal with T^T

THAT IS ALL!!!!
Farwell,
Ari

(For those that follow me to ALL my sites, yes I did post this on ALL of them lol I just want to make sure I havent left anyone out ^-^)

being busy!!!

I finished the photos and then got more requests ^-^ I have also been busy making Anime Coloring books. Its a little harder then you think but I can do it just fine.

I have also cleaned my desk off, moved my lamp to where it wont bother Chey and started writing some more on my random story. (I have no idea where it is headed)

Later I am making a video for a friend of mine (on youtube) PurpleGothicFairy (Darkmist is the name she is going by) I am going to try and send it to her by e-mail I dont know if it will work or not, Heres to hopping. If not then I will upload it to mine and she will download it and upload `3it to hers...I know its crazy but w/e.

If you would like me to do a video/photo for you I will. Just ask ^-^

RAWR
Ari

YAY!!!

Sorry I havent been on in a while...thats because i didnt have a laptop...BUT NOW I DO!!!! Dad got me a Dell Inspiron pink lol and now I am busey making videos pictures and doing all the awesome stuff I can do ^-^ I am also blogging a lot more lol (If you havent noticed I have made the True Otaku life into another blog ^-^)

WHAT I MUST DO!!!!
Finish the picture of me and Ash
Make one of me and Kay (After finding the right base ^-^')
write more/finish the Anything Alex story
AND come up with more ideas for the Otaku club...yay...work lol

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Check out my Youtube and Deviantart i have uploaded a lot more awesome stuff of mine ~♥~

RAWR
Ari